2 years, 2 days

That's how long it's been since I wrote this blog post announcing to the world that we had agreed to see a specialist & get on with the whole becoming parents thing. Two years. And the worst part is, I feel like we barely even tried. And instead of having a child and being a parent all I have is a heart full of anger and frustration and hurt.

I've decided to try to drop all expectations this year, I think I might be better off that way.

Happy fucking new year.